31 luglio 2010

29 luglio 2010

You're all just projections of my subconscious....

I need to kill myself to wake up from this dream so I can get back to the REAL world.


Rene had the day off so he can over around noon and we went out to buy groceries for lunch and beer.
Eryc got home around 4, Christina came over, sold me some homegrown & hooked it up with some strong cookies.

Later, Gabe, Rene, & I went to go see Inception AGAIN (for $3!)

Imagine losing grip on reality THAT much? I mean, I love a good mind altering substance like as much as the next kid but FUUUUUCK. Getting and idea planted into your subconscious and losing your shit?! That's heavy.
Love the movie.

25 luglio 2010

and it's too near the bone, more than I'LL ever know...

Gabe & I watched this movie Felon last night. Perhaps thats what had me thinking of corruption and other examples of how unjust the US gov can be.
Besides the fact that I think the movie would have been WAY better if it had been Jeff Bridges and not Val Kilmer (spitting image), I still really enjoyed the film.

It reminded me SO much of my love's Papa, Arnie. ARNIE!ARNIE!ARNIE!ARNIE!
The fact is it's reality for so many people. It's maddening. These poor souls. It breaks my heart.
Arnie was taken away from his family in 1980 when Gabe was just a baby (2yrs old). Arnie was a baby himself (19/20) and he got caught up in the wrong place at the wrong time and is now doing life on an accesory to a murder. Outta nowhere the dude he was rolling with whips a gun out and kills a gas station clerk. and that's it. you're done.
I'm not saying Arnie or men like John Smith are angels, but i feel for them. I feel for their families. These 'correctional facilities' or 'secured housing units' are absurd. Absolutely cruel and inhumane. Makes you wonder who the real monsters are.

Thank SCIENCE of the USPS. The MAN couldn't keep me from getting to know my guy's Pop. We write. I'm ashamed to say I've fallen behind on writing the past month but that's OK. I have a pile of letters ready to go tomorrow.
♥Arnie lives in the SHU at Pelican Bay. He's in solitary confinment.
♥He gets one hour of 'sunlight' a day (this means he goes to an outdoor cage) and he gets to shower 3 times a week.
♥Arnie turned 50 this May.
♥He's incredibly well read.
♥He's also extremely funny, witty, sweet, creative, and kind.
♥He's an amazing artist, poet, and writer.

If you want to get to know him, and trust, he's always looking for a new friend, you can get at him through this website.
This is a photo taken of him in 1989. He is a LOT lighter now due to lack of sunshine...

OK MAD MEN season 4 is about to begin!!!

Cherry Bomb








sacco and vanzetti. two italian immigrants wrongfully killed by the us gov. charged with murder. falsified evidence and hidden motives. they were anarchists, they were innocent, most importantly, they were foreign.

the south central urban farm. south central, the 9th district, aquired 14acres of land from the owner ralph horowitz. the farmers bought plots on the land from the city. years the city secretly sold the land back to horowitz and he evicts everyone. the community and the farmers fight tirelessly to save their sacred farm to no avail. they were poor, and they too were foreign.

The New Colossus
Not like the brazen giant of Greek fame,
With conquering limbs astride from land to land;
Here at our sea-washed, sunset gates shall stand
A mighty woman with a torch, whose flame
Is the imprisoned lightning, and her name
Mother of Exiles. From her beacon-hand
Glows world-wide welcome; her mild eyes command
The air-bridged harbor that twin cities frame.
"Keep, ancient lands, your storied pomp!" cries she
With silent lips. "Give me your tired, your poor,
Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free,
The wretched refuse of your teeming shore.
Send these, the homeless, tempest-tossed to me
I lift my lamp beside the golden door!"

Emma Lazarus had it right. It's too bad so few listened...

20 luglio 2010

Summer lovin ♥

Excuse my absense, I've been out, enjoying the summer. Basking in the sensastion of the sun beating on my skin.
Sunblock, slurpees, water, swimsuits, sandals, and sunglasses are my essentials right now.
We've been spending time at the beach, the pool, and the river. At night we retreat to movie theatres, places with A/C and ice cream.
mother Earth's BOUNTIES.



The house is looking spiffy lately. I feel the need to rearrange the layout of my room...
this weekend the garbage disposal got fixed, the shower curtain rod was fixed, the handle for the toilet in the littel bathroom was fixed, the contractor came and we discussed the fence he is going to build around the front and backyard!

school starts august 30th! Pre-med!!!! :-O!

11 luglio 2010

what a magical evening

Dinner w/ 7 friends, shopping, and my favorite movie The Wizard Of Oz


guten nacht.

10 luglio 2010

joyeux anniversaire


DInner tonight @ Cafe Beaujolais with my dearest friends ♥

09 luglio 2010

Photobucket Pictures, Images and Photos

A picture of some flowers I saw on a walk yesterday.

We spent the day in the pool and outside grilling. It was fun, filling, and EXHAUSTING.

So excited for a family pool party for my birthday this weekend <3333

06 luglio 2010

boycott elle mcpherson


how could you support doing this to an innocent animal?!

women like elle mcpherson make me SICK.



I'd like to wish Frida Kahlo a happy 103rd birthday!
She's an inspiration in so many ways ♥

04 luglio 2010


hope everyone is being safe out there!

Happy Independence Day!


be safe out there!

Sing Sweet Nightingale

The voice of Disney's Cinderella passed away on Thursday. She was 81 years young.
Cinderella wasn't my favorite movie and she wasn't my favorite princess, although I did relate to her on a DEEP level with the whole EVIL step-mother....
Loved the movie. The mice, the birds, the songs!!!!



May she rest in Peace.

Sporty Spice

In the upset of the summer- my team, Argentina, looses to Germany 4-0. Not even ONE goal! So sad. The Germans were tight. controlled. Plus our defense was literally nonexistent!!! Fucking ghost town everytime.
But all is fair in love and war and hopefully we come back in 2014 and take no mercy. I'd love to see South America dominate the finals but I just don't see that happening anymore. Germany and the Netherlands are on it. Spain and Uruguay are strong too so we'll see.

Leave it to Dodgers to turn that frown upside down with a brutal slaughtering of the Arizona Diamondback 14-1!!!!
Going to my friends Dodger themed birthday party tonight was too perfect. Spirits were high ;)

01 luglio 2010

Rainbow Meme

Angry Red

1. Are you currently mad at someone?

My Dad's revolting soon to be ex-wife

2. Which of your family members has the worst temper?


3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?

A candle. At Gabe. 4yrs ago.

4. Is anyone mad at you?


5. Are you usually mad?


6. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?

I'm on the vocal side.

Exciting Orange

1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you?


2. What event is coming up that you're most excited about?

My 23rd birthday next saturday!!!!!

3. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought?


4. If you could have anything right now what would it be?

A trillion dollars.

Yellow Belly Self

1. Name: Noemi

2. Birthday: July 10th

3. What's your main goal in life?

To be happy

4. Do you want to have children?

At least one, yes.

5. When do you want to die?

Never. Or maybe when I'm reaaaally old and I'm at peace and I go quietly and gently in the night.

Opinionated Green

1. Are you against gay marriage?

Not in the least bit. But I am slightly against marriage inn general.

2. Lower the drinking age?

down. 18.

3. Capital Punishment?

No thanks.

4. Abortion?

its up to you!

Lovely Blue

1. Do you love someone?

I love many someones

2. Do you believe in love at first sight?

It seems silly but the moment I saw Gabe I knew he'd be a big part of my life.

3. Do you believe in love?


Purple Query

Q: How many glasses of water did you have today?

A: maybe 3

Q: What color are your socks?

A: I'm barefoot.

Q: Name one thing that you do everyday?

A: Pee

Q: How much cash do you have on you right now?

A: $16

Q: Are you for or against Hillary?

A: Against.

Q: Look to your left. What's there?

A: My adorable love, Gabe, sleeping zzZZ

Q: What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed?

A: A black top from my aunt.

Q: What website(s) do you visit the most?

A: gmail

Q: Do you have plants in your room?

A: Peonies, roses, and gardenia's

Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?

A: No, thankfully.

Q: Do you own a picture phone?

A: Yes. iPhone 3Gs. Getting the 4 soooooon.

Last but not Least, Pink

1. Person you saw: Besides Gabe? Rene.

2. Person you sent a text message to: Josh.

3. Movie watched in cinema: Toy Story 3

4. Song you listened to: La Roux // Bulletproof

5. Person you talked on the phone with: Papa

6. What are you doing right now?

smoking a bowl, answering these questions, watching Robot Chicken.

7. What are you doing tonight?

Not sure.

8. What are you going to eat?

No clue!